EverlastiNg dr3ams...

2th Jan..

2007-01-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

hahax. bck again.
shall do a short one.

SCH IS STARTIN TMR!!!! argh!!! =x
hahahx.. no mood in goin bck to sch siax... gonna be busy wit lots of things again.
aniwae. tke note to all my frenx tking N or O lvl exams this yr.
ALWAES TKE CARE OF OWN HEALTH N DON OVERSTRESS@!+
work hard can le! ^^

todae worked Mac in the mornin till afternoon. DOUBLE PAY. ^^ =x
hahax.. continously 2 daes. ytd n todae. so shuang.
ytd i learned Grill.. got scalded when grillin beef. =x
hahahax... 216 degree celcius machine siax. ahhaax..
its okie. i will learn from mistake n work harder! ^^

seein Mr Chian tmr. die le.. can imagine sleepin in his class. =x hahahax.. *not my fault*
hahax. how i miss AH WONg's lessons. =x hahax.

Year 2006 has passed so quickly, but memories that was created will nvr be forgotten ^^
we shall alwaes create a happie mindset out of our own, made up by all different things in ur life. ^^ hahax.

HOPE THIS 2007 YEAR WOULD BE A BETTER ONE FOR US! ^^

stoppin here le bahx.
got to sleep. if not tmr mati in class. =x
nitex

22nd dec.

2006-12-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

wohohox.
though its alreadi the 23rd dec. i still treat it as 22nd. =x
coz haven sleep yet worhx..

todae woke up in the earli mornin 6.
sianx.
bath n wore the 'DUSTY' councillor uniform that has been rottin.
for mayb a million yrs i guess? =x

went downstairs to meet Jes at 7.
sadded. =`(
nvr tell me u went sch le.
nvm.
went to sch wit hp blastin music. =x
was walkin near to gate. didnt realise security was outside gate.
was shocked n jus turned around to keep hp n off it to silent mode. =x
luckily.

basicalli, the registration todae was 'WOAHX!' every class had at least 40 students.
are our sch realli that 'hot' n popular?? hmMm. i wonder.
but the gals were more to average le. glad siax. but all giv gloomy faces. muz smile de mahx.
as for guys. erm... hahax. veri cute! xiao xiao zi de.. =x (no offence)

went for debrief in council by Miss Oh, was still quite a good one done as compared to previous duties etc. ^^

off to ladies! change out of uniform into PE tee to prepare for dance. it was like, omg!~ tiring siax. mornin duty afternoon dance.
but was still quite a nice n fun day.

had lunch together wit Jack n Fan. hahax. not bad worhx.. gan qing seems to be gettin better n BETTER worhx! ^^ so sweet!~ hahax. (no offence) =x

todae, Mard n Vera came visitin my house again! ^^ but greatly apologise that i fell asleep again. =x. sorrie. that was a bad host of me n rude to do it though. and to all those who hav met the same case lyk Jes n Pei, sorrie worhx.

tired liaox. stoppin here.
tmr workin. nid to charge ENERGY! =x
or else will die. workin 9 in the mornin. =`(

2 more days to X'MAS!!! wishin all those first who r not gonna be in SG for this public holiday! ^^

21st dec.. ^^

2006-12-21T22:36:00.001+08:00

woke up earli in the mornin 7plus.. got ready n went for work at around 8.45am.
finished work at 4pm.
went bck to slp.

on 20th dec, went out wit Vera to Bugis to look out for xmas gift for my brother..
bought a shirt. a shirt that was exp that i nvr dared to buy at that price. (2nd most exp clothings bought)

walked the bugis from around 5 till 8. travelled down to Wisma Espirit to buy Ra's formal wear.
went to tke a walk around.. she bought a xmas gift for some1 special. =x.
went Takashimaya at Ngee Ann City to buy other's gifts, there was this YOUNG HANDSOME MAN worx!!!
veri handsome! gd service attitude too.
hahax.. first time in SG i saw such a handsome man in person. =x
sorrie. was jus being crazi.

bck to 21th dec.
Mard n Ra came to my hse. ^^
mard did her blogskin n post.
ra played audition.
but thanks for comin n accompanyin me. ^^
realli thanks lots to ra n her mom for the 'tang yuan'.. ^^
was realli nice. but forgot to bring bck container worhx ra..
mard. forgot ur pebbles in my hse. ^^

eatin dinner. mac. =x. sianx.
stoppin here.
nitex.

16th dec..

2006-12-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

wat shuld i sae?

hmMm .. todae arhx.. quite a normal day lyk alwaes.. except for somethings that had happened..

was supposed to work at 9.30am in the earli earli morning.. haix.. =( .. then was dreamin bout somethin strange.. i think its about something to do with kidnappin stuffs bahx..

=x.

suddenli jus felt that it was sunny around my eyes. opened my eyes slowly.

checked the handphone for the time.

OMG! 9am.. rushed to get ready for work!

hahax. was gettin mom to open her rm door for me to wash up.

drank a cup of milo n ate biscuits..

OFF I WENT!~ -.-"'

rushed to work.. wasnt late though.. ^^ was counted earli still.. reported for work alreadi.. got to do counter lyk alwaes.. (coz thats the onli thing i knw other than fries n lobby.. =x) wasnt that packed nowdaes le.. finally~ ^^.. or else veri stressful de.. hahax.. xp..

todae arhx.. lyk became older n older.. alwaes kena called,

'AUNTIE! can giv me 1 glass of water??'

spoke by a little innocent lookin boy.

haix.. im onli 15 yrs old. =`(

but aniwae im used to it le.. onli abit disappointed to hear that so mani times in a row todae.

wore the santa hat todae!

will try to get the chance to tke a pic of it..

woahx~ hahax.. needed to bundle up my hair.. or else keep fallin out of the hat.. but onli wore it in the afternoon.. woohohoh.. onli wore it for 1 hr i guess.. but it was nice.. better than our original hat.. so suffocatin for our hair.. =x.. ^^

mr peh saw our video.. n he lyked it! ^^.. so happie.. coz we realli threw our faces to tke the video.. but it was all worthwhile, sweet n funny.. ^^ most importantly, we did it for MR PEH!!!~

but hmMm.. quite a few of my frenx got into some frustratin stuffs.. hmMm.. though i couldnt help much.. but we r alwaes there! ur frenx! ^^ love u all as much as u all do.

nvr forget to share all ur emotions with us! ^^ n tke care too godsis..

but duno y.. jus felt lyk saein.. SINGLELIFEHOOD rocks! ^^ of course mahx.. Sebas president lehx.. ^^ hahahx.. (apology to those who r currently attached. =x)

but to all my frenx.. alwaes tke care kkiex? nowdaes the weather is QIAN BIAN WAN HUA de.

=x. sounds stupid but its true.. drink more water, rest more, eat lesser heaty food.. ^^

nitex.

15th dec..

2006-12-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

hahax.. bck again worhx.. ^^
todae was... !!!!!!!!!!!... haix... horrible n funny day outing.
when out with Mard, Cin, Jes, Fan, Kah Mei, Ra, Iva to SENTOSA!~
can u believe it?! i went bck to the place where i got myself lost into half a yr ago. =x.
sounds stupid but i really did. haix.. lost in there for 1/2 hr.. but managed to get out n bck to chalet then.

met at around 11+ (sorrie im late again..)
when to Lai Lai Kitchen in JP to eat lunch first.. wohhoh.. nvr knew there was sales of Ji Si HorFun over there.. looks quite nice.. (bought by Iva n Cin) nxt time go giv it a try.. ^^
after that drank waterchesnut. lately love to drink those kinds of 'coolin' drinks.. mayb gd for health? i muz be crazi.. =x

left for HarbourFront n around 12? forgot le. =x. sat down on the Mrt where it was a BIG NO NO to Jes that she read from a magazine.. =x. but we still did. when reach le.. OMG!~ the sun was !!!!! HOT! =x. expected of wat will happen to me again.
SUNBURN!~~ (i don wan!!!!)

played at palawan beach.. wit Jes de 'volleyball' of brand Nivea!~ hahax..
then went into the waters n played.. quite fun. but didnt knew that swimmin in sea is so tiring as compared to swimmin pool. =x. (im talkin crap) or mayb its jus that i hav not been swimmin for a veri long period of time le..

after that rain~. sadded.. but at least no more sun.. was a big n heavy one.. went to wash up n change into dry clothes.. hohox.. ^^.. but no SOAP!~ n shampoo.. hahax.. after that went to tke the tram bck to shuttle service station.. bck to Mrt to eat dinner. hungry! ^^.. finished up 2 plates of Chaw Kway Teow (forgive me. i gt no idea how to spell it.)

when to VivoCity to tke a walk again.. then bck to the place where we took photos last Sat.. hohox.. was fun.. ^^.. played a video for our dearest Mr Peh Sik Kai! hahax.. dunno whether Fan upload alreadi le mahx.. left there at around 8 plus. took Mrt bck hme.. saw the CP (Clive Poh) advertisment, about ready made wanton n chicken wings etc.. ^^ hahahax!!! forgive me =x.
it was a long, tiring yet nice trip.. ^^

except for the SUNBURN! jus hated it! argh.. looked lyk a lobster again.. no face go work tmr siax.. =x.. its gonna tke weeks again.. =`(.. hoped it would recover soon.. my face, shoulder became RED!! realli red!!! argh.. jus hope it would turn bck to original soon.. ^^ thats the onli worst thing todae i could sae..

goin to sleep i guess.. tmr workin!!~ argh.. work... hmMm.. should i continue it or jus quit it?? or mayb even tke long term leave? but doesnt that makes no difference? jus cant bare to leave the place.. =x.. hahax.. go sleep le.. veri tired liaox.. tmr still nd to struggle wit tuition lessons too.

nitex.
thanks to all my frenx who went.
n alwaes tke care to all my frenx.
alwaes smile n stay happie! ^^

10th dec.. ^^

2006-12-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

hmMm... long working hours today.. from 8am to 4.34pm.. =x.. (though i was late in the mornin)
hahax.. what shuld i say?? todae mornin was a total sian thing.. got those blur sotong sleepy look on the face.. =x..

haix.
was in-charge of takin care of coffee in the morning.. but didnt do well.. or shuld sae i didnt even do it liaox when the whole swamp of customers gushed in.. =x was so confused n busy.. keep knockin into crew to get products .. customers had diff diff requests n stuffs when products r served .. (thats normal though).. so lost my concentration towards the coffee.. in the end keep on owin customers coffee... keep on don hav enough coffee.. haix.. guilty n sadded over my inability to work on 2 things at a time well..

but.

i got a STAR drawer!~ hahax.. coz its the first time that i worked for 9 hrs n i had correct amount of money in the counter drawer... hohohx.. quite happie.. coz that means i nvr mistreat anione or anibody.. =x..

hmMm.. ps worhx Mard n Ra.. made u waited for me in Mac.. but it was quite fun. ^^
mard left at around 7, n we went to buy dinner bck hme at 8+, 9pm.. hahax..

login to Msn..
guess wat.
I got a God Sis! hahax.. its nora.. (alwaes call me siaox de..)
hahax.. had quite a nice time talkin to her.. nice girl, nice person.. hohohx..

but things on Earth are actualli nvr as simple as we think.. u may not understand wat ppl nvr met before u, wat they or even urself hav gone through.. so, alwaes put ownself into other people's shoes n think for them.. also apologise if i had angered or made ppl unhappy due to my words or anythin.. sincerely apologise.. though i dunno what im typin.. but thats wat i feel lyk typin.. my 'ting'lish..

come to think of it.. got quite frustrated again.. actualli i shuldnt realli use the word angry to describe.. but i dunno what word to use.. haix.. there r alwaes better ppl out there.. instead of wasting time waitin, y not go out to the world n tke a look?! haix..

stoppin here.
dun wish or dunno wat to write further.
hav words in my mind.
but cant sentence it out.
so i chose to stop.

nitex.

7th dec.. ^^

2006-12-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

hmMm.. todae was quite a tirin dae.. but i guess things hav improved.. i don feel so dead liaox.. mayb its all thanks to my frenx around me n the job that kept me busy!!~ thanks folks! ^^

wat can ii say?? woke up at around 9+ in the morning to use the computer.. printing notes and preparing stuffs for council meeting at 2.. supposed to meet Cin at 12.. but i was late.. 11.45 still stuck at the com.. =x.. printer got into some problems.. haix.. rushed to bath n went out to meet Jes to get to JP..

hand over the money.. EAT!!~ ^^ .. went to KFC and tried out the 'ultimate chicken meal'.. the burger was.. omg~ haix.. quite disappointing.. taste so plain.. Mac's Mcchicken nicer.. ^^ strolled bck to leisure to meet Mr Peh n ppl to pay for the BBQ..

after that took 243W to Pioneer Mall for meetin.. saw one of the crew.. hahax.. come to think of it... it was quite sadded that i onli learned counter even though i worked for around half a yr.
it seems lyk i was there onli to make money from onli learnin the stuffs..
hope i could hav a chance to learn something more if possible. =x.
dare not ask for more though.
maybe jus a bit more chances would do.

recently more n more ppl facing troubles.
why??
mayb its cause we r jus too free?? or its jus that we realli dunno wat to think??
hmMm.. hope everyone could be happy n stay fit forever though..

although sort of gettin ill too le.. hope i wont bahx.. partly wished i would. =x. could tke MC off from mac.. =x.. nvm.. will keep myself busy and stay fit! ^^

to all my dearest frenx. tke care of ownself. don do things over own limits. one can go berserk.
rmb theres alwaes frenx there for u. ^^

continuing to rot.
nitex.

5th dec..

2006-12-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

hmMm.. y.. im feelin so restless n dead again.. got totalli no idea why.. anione who might knw the answer?

but aniwae.. i hav finalli signed up for a handphone plan.. so no more limits of unpickable calls etc.. but hav to be responsible if bill overloads n exceed the limit.. =x.. (i believe mani is lyk this).. got a new number coz unable to continue usin prepaid card number as plan numbers.. so got one of 91250562.. jus tke note of it.. but the original number is still avaliable.. jus try not to contact usin that number.. =x.. sorri bout the inconvience..

but being so moody mayb jus coz of the weather bahx.. if not its mood swing le worhx.. =x.. partly mayb her words hurt me.. i knw she did it out of concern.. but it did realli hurt me.. i knw i might not hav the talent.. but that doesnt mean that u hav to sae it lyk that.. i knw what im weak in, i also knw i don hav confidence in myself, but im tryin to improve.. so don hurt me wit those words.. im tryin, but u may see.. im workin, u may not knw.. even if i succeed, u may not realise.. don sae those things again le.. i got realli realli realli moody partly due to it..

stoppin here.. goin to daze around.. see what i can do to keep myself busy rather than feelin dead b4 workin..

er hmm..

2006-12-04T18:06:00.000+08:00

the onli word i could describe the current me would be, TIRED!!~ even though i got no idea why.. jus got so restless n dead since i got up this mornin..

but i went out wit Ke Xin, Fan, Jes, Pei though.. left for town around 12noon from interchange.. fan late again.. =x.. funni siax.. we chatted n talked alot of suffs.. then the train went until bugis le then we realised we went over our destination le.. it was actualli suppose to be Orchard de.. hahax.. went to tke a detour bck to city hall.. when to cineleisure to take a look and walk around.. i had nvr realise it had 9 lvl that high even though i still felt so restless.. jus surprised me i guess..

went to Far East Plaza to walk lata on.. cute siax.. heard that Ke Xin nvr went there b4.. coz shes a gd shopper (i believe) n she didnt went there b4.. but i believe she had quite some fun shoppin there.. ^^ had gd time shoppin together wit them too..

stranger things, when accompanyin Pei to go 7-eleven, got one unknown lady suddenli talk to me when i was keepin handphone.. i was lyk hahx? what is she talkin.. then she asked whether im interested in modellin for a advertisment film.. i was lyk.. omg.. siaox.. who would wan ppl lyk me as model.. rejected immediately of course.. mayb theres realli somethin wrong wit me todae bahx.. didnt care much bout it though.. lazi to bother..

left there at around 4.30.. reached bck Jp.. went to the bank to update my bank book.. slightly disappointed my salary hasnt got into my acc yet.. but hack care.. jus wanna rest..

got home n bloggin now.. mayb coz i wanted to listen to songs so i switched on the computer.. so thinkin of no harm bloggin aniwae.. but im soz to Fan n frenx.. coz i left earlier.. soz.. guess i jus wanted to rest abit.. feelin abit unwell now aniwae.. soz to Mard n Ra too.. unable to accompani n visit mard.. soz bout it..

goin to rest.. got to wrk lata.. cya tmr if can..

3rd Dec.. =(

2006-12-03T07:07:00.000+08:00

woahx... its ridiculous that i woke up and BLOG this earli!! coz i wasnt able to sleep well last nite.. onli slept for a few hrs.. spent a few hours rollin around my bed.. =x.. couldnt sleep.. once i close my eyes, alot of things comes to my mind.. i got no idea why.. mayb its due to the surroundings im now seein..

after readin newspaper last nite, i suddenli find how strange n fragile life is.. imagine urself stayin in the house playin com, findin ownself bored.. or even wonder u are bowlin and havin fun wit a bunch of gd frenx. when countries lyk Phillipines is facin Typhoon.. around 200 ppl has been estimated dead.. 260 missin, 11,000 ppl homeless.. Singapore is then counted a veri lucky country i shuld sae.. but i feel that ppl shouldnt complain much bout their lives.. there are alwaes ppl who are more unlucky and face more troubles n problems..

jus don forget, u r not the most miserable person on earth.. u still hav ppl around u, in ur surroundins.. sense the presence of them n u will feel much better n happier.. ^^ life is precious.. don ever tke it for granted.. once a life is lost, tons of hearts would be broken.. not onli themselves..

im still wonderin y i typed all these.. hahax.. mayb thats whats on my mind that i wanna sae.. if not i feel so stuck up in my mind.. ^^ frenx are alwaes there for u.. no matter what happens, WE R THE 'HEROS'!! ^^

endin here ba.. see if i could blog again tonite.. but for ppl, pls don be shocked y i suddenli blog this kind of things.. i hav no idea y too.. =x.. mayb jus hopin that ppl would realise they r not alone.. ^^

hohox.. ^^

2006-12-01T09:33:00.000+08:00

hmMm.. didnt blog for quite a LONG LONG time.. hahax.. on the 29th Dec we jus got bck from Johor's Mt. Ophir.. long long trip n tiring.. hahax..

On the 26th dec, we went to eat mac as breakfast worhx.. (again??) =x.. after reported to sch at around 7am.. tirin siax... all barang barang heavy siax.. walk until i wan die le... =x... every1 reported to the parade square.. cute siax... ppl kena caught wit coloured are given dyes FREE to dye bck to black.. nvr knew our sch does that.. XD.. set off for the custom.. finalli after around 3 hours plus of journey reached to the Gunung Ledang Resort AGAIN!~ ^^ everythin remained the same.. (includin the person-in-charge) =x.. except for houseflies that reduced being shocked.. =x.. packed our bags and set out for Ophir after lunch..

climbin~~ tiring..~~ finalli! reached CP4 and set up our tent.. every1 was lyk dyin lorhx.. especialli those ppl who carried stoves n tents, lyk wanna drop dead immediately.. got our tent set up in a slope.. =`(.. those rangers la.. keep on rushin us to set it aniwhere.. gave us a spot lyk that.. but nvm~~ after settin up the tents, placin bags into it, OFF WE GO FOR SHOWER!~ ^^

went again to the waterfall to shower.. (coz theres lyk no bathroom.. =x) cold siax the water.. at around 6.30pm.. all the girls freezin to death le... chatterin teeth, screamins n shoutings.. hahax.. when bck and started cookin MAGGIE!!~~ CURRY FLAVOUR de worhx!! (specialli brought it up).. finish le chat wit fan n mr peh , eventualli bck to sleep~~~

on 27th dec, we started to move off at around 7am.. still abit dark around us.. the startin routes were lyk all ppl's 'small business'.. =x.. no choice.. no toilet, nothing... onli got waterfall streams n bushes.. climb climb climb... tirin siax... lucky we are allowed to throw unwanted items into the tent.. onli brought wind breaker, water bottles, dried rations n wet tissue (in case of injuries.. =x) but after CP5, my bckbone started achin again.. haix.. (y does it hav to ache at the wrong time alwaes) then was 'forced' to pass to Gordon for help.. coz cannot tke their saein liaox.. keep on askin me to pass bag.. aniwae.. realli THANKS GORD... ^^.. durin CP6, it was Mao who helped me out too... ( see.. i was such a burden.. =`( ) aniwae.. also THANKS MAO..

finally~ eventualli~~~~ WE REACHED THE SUBMIT!!!!~~~ bckbone at that time was lyk~ haix.. no words to describe how painful it was.. ehehe.. took photos!~ that was alwaes the 'tradition' when we reached submit~~

'woo~ alwaes the happie nuts n pupils of Mr Peh! (especialli his daughters.. ^^)

bck again.. started climbin down bck to the base camp, CP4.. this time is mard n fatin don wan let me carry my bag... but also.. THANKS A MILLION TO FATIN N MARD!!!~~ eventualli reached the base camp at around 4+.. went to bath again n started cookin.. miss pang wanted to catch fish at first to cook.. kawaii neh~~ after eatin, rain~~ poured.. haix... sadded.. tents were flooded, tents collapse.. all called for~ MR PEH!!!~~ (hard work on u le Mr Peh.. =x) went to sleep..

on the 28th dec, woke up at around 7, go cook curry instant again!!~~ yum yum!!~~ ^^ kept tent and set off bck to the resort!!~ here we come!! ^^ it was tough gettin down... ppl realli got cuts, scratches, wounds, everywhere and there.. haix.. see le also heart pain.. but mine was onli 1 small scratch on knee cap when climbin up.. bag wasnt that heavy n bckbone wasnt that pain when climbin down.. thats wat im glad about.. i don nd to burden others.. FINALLI~~ to the resort!~ when for lunch, check in room, rot on bed, took out wet clothes, rot AGAIN.. andwent out to chat wit frenx n mr peh when buyin food.. (sorri Fan, Iva, we talk until we forgot time) hahax.. this time changed to a deluxe rm.. (though it doesnt seem so to me.. =x.. coz last yr's hut was more comfy and betta..

had campfire.. made a 'fool' out of myself.. but had lots of fun! INDIA ROCKS!~ ^^ eventualli bck to sleep again the rm.. ate some snacks n finalli fell asleep.. (was too tired.. =x).. on the 29th dec, we set off to Malacca for some shoppin.. got 2 BIG BIG idiots! who informs everythin last min n blames it on our head!~ no shoes, onli slippers, our fault arhx! wat siax! ask them go bang wall lah! how true and late was it that the pupils in ur CCA was informed n managed to get everythin nicely worn?! we wear clothes to bath in waterfall, CLIMBED THE MOUNTAIN.. of course will be wet n spoiled de.. no brains!~ but also.. THANKS SHIMMA FOR UR SHOES.. ^^.. did some shoppin at Parkson Grand, got a gift for Mr Peh.. bought a shirt i alwaes looked for.. ^^.. bck to Singapore!

it was realli fun and lively on the bus~ everyone sang songs, cheers.. and some gave speech after we passed the Singapore custom.. when Mr Peh did that.. i realli cant control my tears.. hahax.. He was another dearest teacher of mine whose ALSO goin to leave sch.. im realli sad but happie that as i knw u could let go off the stress given by the sch.. BUT NVR FORGET US MR PEH!~ we will miss u lots n lots n lots.. jus lyk i did about Miss Wang.. ^^ all of us would be strong and independent to tke care of ourselves.. especialli all of ur daughters... they realli miss u THAT THAT THAT MUCH... hahax..

went for dinner, chat alot wit Iva, Cin, got to knw diff things in life.. got hme at around 10+..

hahax.. and also... AG GALS!!~~ WE ROCKS!~ ^^.. may we hav a chance to go for campin together again!!~~ especialli LOTS to MARD, LIYANA, AMANDA, IVA, CIN, FAN, JES, RA, TL, MISS PANG, MR PEH who was alwaes alwaes by my side.. ^^ and also not forgettin the rest of seniors n juniors.. u rocks!~

endin here le bahx.. hav been writin for around 30+ mins.. or mayb even more.. write compo also cannot write such long essays de.. =x... ^^ placin some photos as memories of mount ophir trip bahx... ^^

bck..^^

2006-11-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

hahax.. im bck from Thailand le.. ^^ it was realli whole lots n lots of fun.. first time in my life that i travelled.. so was very happy n excited bout it..

We were supposed to gather in sch by 7.30am on the 6th Nov.. then a few was late, especially bus.. when we reach airport the first feeling that i got was.. 'wow~'.. coz i haven been to airport
for a long long time n nvr entered through the terminal spot... it was alwaes at the basement i saw.. =x.. most sianx thing was whereby the plane was delayed from 10.45am to 11.45am..

foR all the while that i thought travellin on plane was a very scary n frightening feel, with a bit of the plane take-off feeling that watch from TVs.. =x.. realli.. although sounds really stupid.. but it was quite okie when i got on the plane n sat down.. everione was so excited (hehex.. not onli me worhx..).. ppl started taking out MP3s to listen to.. but was asked to switch off electronic devices to avoid any errors interrupted when takin off the plane until it was stable.. the air stewardess was quite pretty.. =x (im not a les though.. ^^) but the eng was abit 'TOO' fluent.. difficult to understand siax.. ^^ but managed to catch some things..

wheN we reached Thailand, the first feeling that the airport was huge siax.. n they have the gods's statue which the Thai ppl worship all around... n i realised that Thai ppl respected their King n Queen lots whereby they wear eiter YELLOW or BLUE on MON n FRI, as the king was born on mon, n respectively the queen on fri.. the bus trip to Kachanaburi was long siax... 2hr plus.. sit until everione fall alseep... the bus uncle kena SAMAN coz he oversped for the sake of us.. =`(.. coz onli supposed to reach 80km/hr, but it was caught for 93km/hr.. sadded... at first we went to one restaurant to have our lunch.. at around 4+pm in SIN.. (hungry at that time lorhx.. lol)

We visited the Death Railway War Cemetry on the first dae.. the atmosphere was so saddening.. once i stepped inside.. a sad n feelin that could not be described came to me.. we saw one Singaporean's tombstone... but i went around lookin.. it was so sad.. the words carve on the stones of an example, 'you suffered in slience. and now you can enjoy in the peace of heaven. rest in peace'.. it totalli made me cried.. =x (though i even don believe i would do so..) these ppl and many others suffered n even lost their lives when constructing the Death Railway for the sake of Japanese able to get resources from Burma for the attackin of other countries for resources..

The first night was at the Puung Waan Resort.. it was quite fun n classy.. ^^ the balacony were all connected.. whereby u got just jump over... Yi Jun, Nina and myself tried jumpin over to vera, cin, jia min's room.. total fun siax... hahax... but on the second dae.. the other ppl restin in resort complained that we were so noisy that we disturbed their rest in the nite.. as expected, kena scoldins.. =x...

The whole trip was so much so much fun.. especially on the third dae nite n last dae morning.. we shopped lyk crazi.. buyin stuffs lyk nobody's business... i spent around 3000+ baht in total... =x... bought millions of stuffs i nvr dared to in singapore.. (coz too expensive le.. ^^) it was realli an enjoyable trip...

nvr expected myself to write so mani things on blog.. but there are still millions of words that i couldnt finished... n some secrets between friends in the nite.. ^^.. hahax...

but as along.. i thought bout mani things... sort out quite a few things that alwaes clinged on my mind.. ^^ which i felt this trip was useful to my knowledge, intelligence n thinkin too.. ^^ (sounds lyk crap.. =x)

stoppin here aniwae.. hope everione would have a chance to get to Bangkok to have a nice n enjoyable shoppin trip.. ^^ choose the NIGHT MARKET!! bargain! BArgain!! BARGAIN!!! ^^

Nothing is for granted.. You have to fight for your own rights and future or it will slip by your hands and life anytime.. ( " , )

hehex..

2006-11-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

ladies n gentlemen!!~~ im bck by 'popular demand'... =x.. jus jokin... my sincere apology to everione who visit my blog.. as nowdaes i WRITE instead of TYPE my story everydae... XP.. hence i rarely visit the blog alreadi... sincere apology realli...

basically i blog todae coz i couldnt hav the chance to write todae.. 3rd Nov, Miss Pang, Mr Fazlin n my big bro's birthdae!!~~ ^^ hes having buffet at home, and invited over 30+ ppl to our hse.. the whole hse noisy n packed siax... XD.. then all the rooms kena taken up.. onli can bring laptop to my mama's rm to use... my onli companian for the nite... ^^ my room tken up for their mahjong session.. until now also haven drink until a drop of water since 5pm.. coz too mani ppl.. so didnt had a chance to get into the kitchen to take a drink.. sadded.. =(

but todae's dance practice was SO SO SO tiring!!!~~ long time didnt felt lyk that le... no wonder miss kay is miss tay's fren... =x.. style veri alike... energy blast type.. hmMm... but bckbone achin lyk hell again... =( hope it would get better soon..

hahax... suddenli felt its quite good to type at times.. (hands will not be that tired) ^^ hehehex... bascially lazi lahx... hohohoxx... now still rottin in my mama's rm... THIRSTY!!!~~ argh.. hahax..
so jealous of my bro.. finalli 21 le...

hehex... i guess i would try to blog online as much as possible.. ^^ but nxt mon i would be travellin for thailand field trip so is unable to make it to blog... thx for the 'support' of visitin my blog frenx... ^^ guess i better go find some comics to read to waste time... ^^ cya~~ i would try my best to blog tmr too!!~~

meetin obstacles on the wae of our lives makes us more experienced n confident of ourselves, learning new things.. ( " , )

bck..

2006-07-16T17:34:00.000+08:00

muahahahx... im bck.. ^^ here to blog after seein gord's blog for us.. hmMm.. jus came bck from work not long ago.. tired lyk crazii.. >.<>

xX tired.. Xx

2006-03-12T13:57:00.000+08:00

so tired todae siax... slept at 4+am lyk that... wit tl, pei, fan.. hope got Ra n Jes lehx.. but she got lessons todae in earli mornin, jes in sch camp... =( .. play mahjong whole nite... crazi one.. =X ytd was tl's birthdae.. the sweet n cute tl's birthdae.. ( =P hehex.. )

mornin woke up around 8 to open door for fan to go hme... shes sure dead sleepin now.. =P... then pei around 10+, 11 lyk that while tl 12... woahx.. realli so shiok siax.. long time nvr play mahjong.. nxt time muz ask jes they all come play too.. =D

then readin the Chinese Cinderella book written by Adeline Yen Mah, borrowed from fannie.. so sad n touchin siax the story.. read until 3/4 onli... haix... now rottin siax... nothin to do.. =X... go continue read the book.. hohox... got chance then blog again at nite.. (99.9% impossible) haix.. hahax... =R so sleepii..... buaix...

xX =P Xx

2006-03-07T18:13:00.000+08:00

bck again finalli.. hahax.. todae quite a nice dae.. hohox... =D mood quite high coz i used the com quite long b4 this bloggin... so shiok.. =X but also quite low bout councillor stuffs..

this mornin teach juniors to raise flag didnt get to do my canteen duty... Jes told me the situation was in a total mess... die siax.. haix.. me this I/C lyk quite useless lehx... i giv myself more time to adjust bahx.. coz i hav nvr tken up such a so call "big" duty... lyk guai guai so strange de.. guess its not use.. so scare cannot cope siax..

then first 2 periods was Mr Lee's maths lessons.. alwaes so enjoyable n jokii siax... =P quite enjoy his lessons... n dunno y i suddenli felt that im startin to love maths ever since this year startin when i hated it at bout sec 1 & 2 lyk that..

then after that was Physics... the test arhx... me feel so hopeless bout it.. speechless.. haix.. wrote all nonsense... then don care le lahx... wait for chinese lessons... Mdm Ang told us that the Children's Aid society we went ytd durin Oct/Apr (nvr hear properli) goin to put up flag dae.. im so happiie siax.. do flag dae veri fun.. =P can help others also can hav fun.. awaits for it.. =D

bout the Children home, huiying, jiemin, fannie, arielle, hairul, iftiqal (sorri i dunno how to spell.. =X), clive, keith and me.. =D go there for Service Learning project.. the kids there so fun n cute.. n especialli got VERI VERI GD STAMINA!! realli can run siax.. play wit them police n thief run until i wan die.. =X (lyk kiddo lyk that) but nvm mahx.. once in a while play lyk that wit children also not bad.. aniwae i lyk children n kids mahx.. all so hyper active n cute.. =D
I wanna go AGAIN!! hahax.. goin to find time to go again.. hope can go wit Jiemin they all too.. coz they lyk also wan go bck.. =D..

stoppin here.. coz wrote too long compo liaox.. goin to try out the fish tycoon game liaox.. hahax... blog when i hav the chance to.. (ASAP the best).. =D =X...

xX finaLlii.. Xx

2006-03-05T14:09:00.000+08:00

Hahax.. finally got chance to online from HOME liaox.. can blog as i lyk... sianx lahx.. ever since sch reopen a few weeks onli use com once.. due to that silly bro usin the com.. don wan let me use.. haix...

Hahax.. todae so shuang siax.. sleep until 11am... long time nvr lyk that liaox... the feelin realli great... but alot of homework nd to do.. English compo (the subj i hate most.. =C) xi zi... hahax.. alwaes nvr do n pass up one... also wan to start doin notes for Chem, Bio, Physics... coz all cannot make it... =X

Now so sianx siax... nothin to do... dunno do what lehx... no mood for homework.. =D but will force to complete it lahx.. haix.. dunno lehx... todae mood not that good lehx.. haix.. my 'you yu zheng' lyk goin to 'fa zhuo' liaox... siaox one lahx me.. mood swing? no idea also... me go do homework liaox...

also... i lost my OP wallet in Lot 1 two weeks ago.. haix.. inside got alot of important documents siax... hope some1 kind would pick it up n return to me... the most important thing is wit the wallet.. (coz it was my birthdae pressie.. meant alot to me) but i don think theres hope liaox.. haix... will try to be bck to blog again at nitex... hope i can hav the chance.... =( ..

xX hohox... tired siax.. Xx

2006-02-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

Finalli able to come bck blog siax... Previousli CPU sent for repair and jus got it bck ytd.. coz bro don wan let me use.. so hav to blog todae.. (but now at vera hse lahx..) hehex... coz after her lessons todae when to walk walk around Jurong West estate.. siaox liaox lahx we..

Todae earli morning veri high siax.. Go for dance finale practice together wit the drama, choir, band ppl... siaox one everi1... scream scream scream.. then veri tired after that lorhx.. got home fell asleep after gettin online for a moment...

Almost overslept to meet Vera siax.. luckii jus nice got phone call wake me up.. =P.. Then went to eat ice-cream wit Vera (after her lessons).. So delicious siax.. Saw Jes outside the Minimart.. Heard that the NPCC gals didnt do veri well on the prelimary rounds.. Juliana, Shi Mun, Priscilla went to eat 4 sticks of ice cream siax.. =X.. But i believe they can make it.. sincerli believe... everi1 worked so hard for this dae.. Jia You!!~~

Then eat ice cream walk to Pioneer Mall buy McWing sit at bench at void deck eat siax.. lyk ah lian loiterin.. XP.. talked alot wit Vera... also understand alot of things todae.. dunno how to explain.. but whats past realli past.. if u shatter a dream urself, its nvr easii to retrieve it bck.. so cherish the dreams and life u r holdin on now... stoppin here.. got to go home liaox... buaix.. ..

xX hahax.. Xx

2006-02-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

hmMm.. todae nvr go sch.. went to see doctor.. (sick mahx..) hohox.. then skipped 2 lessons of Social Studies, 1 lesson of Geo, 2 lessons of Physics, 1 DnT, 2 MT lessons... heard from fan when i went to sch for dance in the afternoon.. (love dance too much that don bare to skip it.. =X) coz all the councillors didnt do Geo workbk homework, (actualli also got me.. XP ran awae from it..) all of 9 of them went outside class to sit n finish homework..

then also, Fan told me bout Marcos takin awae my chair for his seat due to his seats came apart when he sat down.. so shocked siax.. wonder when he became so 'muscular'.. =X (jus jokin) then i went bck class to take textbook to go home do homework.. saw how the chair looked lyk.. lyin in the middle of the corridor wae.. wanted to laugh... hahax.. but was too shocked how it looked lyk..

hmMm... felt that jus rite todae i nvr go sch so mani funnie things happened.. i wonder if i went sch would i laugh to death?? hahax.. but skippin so mani lessons also veri guilty.. haix...

now life gettin better n feelin better.. don feel lyk a housefly flyin around all dae recklessly.. =P... stoppin bloggin here.. go boil water n eat medicine (which i skipped for tonite due to fallin asleep on sofa until 10plus) hohox.. will lead my life better from now on.. n with colours!!~ =D

xX sick.. Xx

2006-02-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

haix.. now veri tired but still come blog coz nvr blog for 2 daes due to bro usin n im busyin watchin VCD.. XP... dunno what happen lehx... todae got serious sore throat n flu... nose now so xin ku... throat so pain lyk got needle... haix...

nothin much i can sae now lehx... veri tired n dizzy.. don feel lyk goin to sch tmr... hahax... but i don wish to skip maths lessons all these that too lehx... how??? hmMm... i got no idea lahx... stop here for todae... other than my mood is now super duper low wit that idiotic illness, i veri tired to type animore.. will be bck tmr.. (hope so...) =<

xX helpless.. Xx

2006-02-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

haix... reallii dunno how to explain my mood todae... Average?? Moodii?? Stress?? ii realli dunno lahx...

Todae the new Physics relief teacher veri funniie n friendli.. hahax.. jokii also.. more relaxed... not that stress or tense atmosphere... then ask for earli recess for councillors.. let us go liaox me n Fan, Jes went to buy rice and eat... finalli.. a recess which i could eat till full.. wahahax... coz came down few mins earlier than b4 coz nd to copy finish notes in class first...

hmMm... after sch todae jus rot around in sch n ate lunch, then went to change PE at bout 2?? then we proceeded to the dance studio... hohohx... go there practice the 'Bamboleo' dance... okie lahx.. quite fun... then got audition for the dance todae...

Got in again... hmMm... dunno sae happiie, remorseful or stress lehx... happiie that i danced the dance properli.. (i guess) and that i can actualli be 'qualified' to dance bahx.. but then gettin into 3 dance pieces for the EMD is abit unfair to others lehx... 'Sway' , 'Bamboleo' , 'Finale of the EMD' lyk too much for me lehx... quite a number of ppl did not even get into one of these.... i feel so remorseful lyk i snatched their chances awae... Abit stress is got studies, got to handle wit 3 different performances.. dunno can cope properli or not... But i guess i will try my best to overcome this obstacle n learn more on well-organized living style..

haix... dunno what to do lahx... feel so 'tired' n abit sad or bored at times in a dae.. which i got no idea y at all.. haix... stoppin here... too troubled liaox... luckii got this blog to 'relieve stress'..

xX hmMm.. Xx

2006-02-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

hehex... bck to blog liaox... didnt get to blog ytd coz previouslii got into 'cold war' wit bro n he was usin the com when i got hme.. so whole dae didnt touch the com.. =( ... now can use due to doin my D&T research.. spare a few mins comin here to blog.. =P

hmMm.. dunno how to explain todae's mood.. Happiie?? Sad?? Moodii?? no idea.. mayb realli lyk what Jack sae... sufferin from depression?? sometimes laugh sometimes giv bored face.. siaox liaox... that idiot todae said somethin i did not wanted to hear when after recess... purposeli provoke me... (don wan sae who..) hope to 'chop' him up...

These few daes duno y i siaox siaox one... mood sometimes good, sometimes bad... dunno how to explain it lehx... how??? hmMm... mayb jus giv myself more time round a week more to stablise my emotions bahx... hope it will be better tmr...

now i wonder... which relief teacher would be takin us tmr for Physics when Mr Yap is gone??? haix.. studies die liaox lorhx... speechless bout these few subjects... stop my bloggin here... go do D&T liaox... hope got chance to blog bck tmr... =D =<

xX satisfied?? Xx

2006-01-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

hmMm.. bck again.. so happiie siax.. can use com again.. long time nvr so shiok for couple of months.. =D.. todae not bad lahx... quite happiie...

earlii in the mornin 7+ my big bro called my hp n woke me up.. for the sake for unleashin the door lock from inside coz he cant get in.. (went KTV last nite.. then to frenx hse play mahjong) then too tired liaox fall into dead sleep to 'lala land' again.. hahax.. then 9+ got Kf's new yr msg, woke me up again then followed by my grandma (mom side one) so miss her voice siax.. last yr before still June can play mahjong n joke wit her.. so much fun... but went bck to China take care of young nephew wit granddad..

then wake up liaox lorhx.. cannot go bck sleep liaox.. coz sms keep comin in.. hahax.. then went to wash up n eat yummiie noodles cooked by my mom which ii missed for a veri veri long time for breakfast... =P.. after that sec bro's godma n goddad came.. then me 'hide' inside room read comics... cause dunno what to talk wit them.. =X.. sec bro's nephew come liaox eat then go and talk wit my bro about yu-gi-oh cards stuffs... guys' world siax.. cannot enter one.. XD...

then of course, got an ang bao from his godma.. contented... first ang bao of the dae... then they left at bout 45 mins- 1hr.. after lunch dad n mom went out.. 2 relatives of theirs came.. dunno what to do so leave everythin for my big bro to settle.. =X =D... then 'hide' again lorhx.. hehe.. coz all of them i not veri familiar wit them.. left at bout 15 - 30 mins.. got ang bao..=D

my big bro pushed the dishes for lunch for me to wash again.. bad siax him... make me wash n wash... then i struggle mahx.. accidentalii step onto one of his toes wit my heels.. scarii siax.. the whole skin came off n the cut was quite deep... but i wonder.. how come heels can cut ppl leg skin off hahx?? but onli knw his wound veri painful.. =X.. so sinful todae.. then of course muz do dishes lorhx.. haix..

mom come bck cook dinner around 6+.. delicious siax... help mom fold clothes after that then rot again liaox and knit vera's winnie pouch... wait until 8.45 my bro finalli let mii use.. =D.. hmMm.. me go rot around n watch anime liaox... todae mood not bad lahx.. =R.. gettin better dae by dae.. hope it goes on.. ( " , )

2006-01-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

28 Jan 2006 , 11.45pm

*ps ps... found that i accidentalii blog into wrong blog into my old blog... =X

hmMm... finallii can blog again liaox... bro went to sleep.. coz i hav been askin him to let me use com since mornin.. XP.. Jus finished helpin out wit housework n packed ang bao.. =P... got ang baos from mom n dad too.. so happiie siax...

hmMm.. this mornin woke up so tired.. then rot around till 11.30 then went to Bugis wit Jes to buy her clothes... actualli when Jes ask was thinkin to ask Fan n Pei to meet go together... but Jes quite busy in the mornin.. then laopo n pei meet earli earli coz nd go home earlii too.. so no choice... go wit Jes after that..

taKin mrt so tired siax... the train dunno y travel so slow... wait until wan fall asleep.. =X... reached there liaox went Bugis street n OG look for clothes... then Jes bought her mickey clothes.. not bad one.. =D

hmMm... todae mood not that bad lahx.. after got home at around 3+ to eat reunion dinner wit familiie... first time so earli eat steamboat... atmosphere not that fun n high lehx... hahax.. but not bad lahx.. onli that my big bro push washin dishes to me.. so much siax... after that too tired liaox... knocked out on my sofa.. =S .. sleep from around 4+ till 8+ when nd to wake up eat dinner... gonna get fat liaox.. eat finish steamboat sleep n then eat dinner again.. store fats siax.. XD..

now also veri tired lahx.. coz jus finish foldin clothes all these that... but wan to stay up quite late todae.. for the sake of my momii n dadii.. ppl sae stay up late dunno what will live how mani more ages more... hahax... play superstitious this time round bahx.. hahax.. go hang around on net n watch anime liaox... hope can come bck blog again tmr.. =P

xX tired siax.. Xx

2006-01-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

phew.. finalli finish wit the blog skin.. although not so nice but simple lahx.. quite quite lyk it.. =P.. haix... no idea y i changed skin... onli wan to come online to blog..

Todae had physics theory test in class, guess i might fail, coz i hav not much idea of what the paper talkin.. Durin D&T lesson nvr brin sec 1s, 2s textbk, so scared kena scolded siax... luckii onli one period n he showed photos all these to us.. quite funnie lahx (mr wong).. actualli find him quite friendli at times too...

But no idea y.. todae when dance practice jus started, jus cant get into the mood to dance, mayb previousli heard somethins which i don wish n nvr expected to hear from, made me quite moody bahx... jus cant get into the dance n smile, laugh lyk i used to.. ii hav totalli no idea of whats goin on.. hmMm.. maybii ii too tired or what bahx.. so blur blur one todae in class and after class...

After dance went wit Jes n Fan to JP claim jeans, after that when Jes went off first, went to watch some sort of gymnastics performance at JP.. the performers were marvellous... guess even ii try for 5 yrs also don think can make it... It onli lasted for bout 20+ mins, then took 179 home wit Fan.. haix.. no idea y... till now still quite moody.. maybii cause todae got talk bout somethin wit Fan bahx.. guess tmr might be fine.. (siaox liaox.. guessin tmr I will be FINE.. me ish me where got nd to guess...) don care first bahx... go sleep first liaox... knockin out.. leave everythin to tmr mornin then sae... Happiie Chinese New Year Eve everi1...

xX haiZ.. Xx

2005-12-01T18:55:00.000+08:00

hmMm.. bck to blog again... actualli to sae im at my frenx hse.. XP.. so no nd go under control by my bro.. =X... hmMm.. todae arhx... a veri bad dae for me... haix... so mani unhappiie things followed on one by another...

This mornin woke up at bout 8+, wit a sleepy head, but quite nervous bout seein which class i got into.. at first thought and hope was e1, but when reach there see Fanniie n Yuan Tiing they told me me same class wit Fan... but then diff class wit Yuan Tiing... haix... So, basicalli results r that i got into 3e2, took D&T, Geo/SS... haix.. i don wish to hav a d&t nor F&N at all... what i wanted is jus basicalli A' Maths, triple science... hmMm.. no choice liaox lorhx... Face fate.. hahax.. also blame myself for not workin hard enough.. will try and change for the better nxt yr..

aLthough cannot be wit the same old liveli class wit everi1, but wo yi ding hui she bu de one... all the fun-lovin teachers, jokii classmates... will miss u all defintely... what we hav gone through this yr, I&E, interclass, chalet, n mani mani more.. will nvr be forgotten n will be kept deep in heart... ( " , )

hmMm.. then at 10+ lata on went to RC to hand in my edusave form but it was still closed.. then went to JP wit Fanniie and Ra to eat lunch.. haix... then eat until full lahx.. after that shop shop around comic connections to make me feel better.. (siaox one.. see comics mood get better).. after that went to Ra hse stay stay awhile.. actualli goin my hse soon.. but dunno y stayin at her hse until now...

haix... this is when the worst part comes by... dun wish to talk bout it liaox.. when u find that u r not trusted at all, ur mood realli goes down to the deep deep drain.. foul mood lorhx.. forget it... no wish to sae animore... stoppin here liaox.. =< People gets doubt when it comes to the word 'fate', but sometimes it realli force some1 to believe it.. = `(

xX ( " , ) Xx

2005-11-27T10:52:00.000+08:00

Yoz!!~~ im bck again... hahax... millions n tons of yrs of untouched blog... hmmm... recently didnt get to online often.. cox quarell wit bro alot n when watch anime no time to write... =X

now bck to change the blog song... hahax... sound nice or not hahx? actualli still lyk the previous song.. but thinkin of changin the blog song once in a while.. =) now downloadin maplestory... haix... cox one of its file got corrupted... so got to redownload everithing... = (

hmMm... now awaitin for 1st Dec to come n see what subject combination i got... hope got biology.. =P.. haix.. but all the good teachers leavin soon, either end of yr or nxt mid yr.. heart pain... =`(

hmMm.. me go continue wit my downloadin.. might be bck at nite again to blog.. (if i nvr quarell wit my bro.. XD)

There is alwaes a long route n journey towards success in life, so, do not give up!! ( " , )

xX woRdLesS... Xx

2005-11-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

hmMm.. todae... a veri foul dae... feelin veri down... hurt a person again... And its deeply this time round... im so evil, cruel... ha ha hax.... don mind being a bad person at times lyk this.. to prevent further chuang shang...

todaE gOt dance practice.... the atmosphere veri cold siax.. no one talked when cher teachin... but then time passed realli realli fast... 1 n 1/2 hour gone in a blink... hmmm.. maybe cause i realli keep my mind occupied wit dance bahx.. but jus couldnt realli brighten up my heart todae.. haix... useless gurl am i...

Then after that went to JP wit Fan n TL... searchin for pressies... hmMm... then after that at 7+, Fan went hme first... Then me n TL walked till bout 8.50 lyk that then tke bus go hme... haix.... still haven received calls from ani of the interviewed places for part time job... hmMm... hope can get in... will keep myself realli occupied... maybe im realli more suitable to be single bahx.. alittle bit lyk my blog song, 'Yi Ge Ren Shen Huo' ... hahax..

hoPe to recEive a call from the restaurant soon... hahax... stoppin here liaox... no more mood to type further animore... haix... nitex...

Do not show your weakness easily to others... Shed tears onli in ur heart if you are outside... Cry out loud if you realli have to.. alone... =(

xX oOps.. Xx

2005-11-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

Oopsiie doopsiie.... Last nite nvr blog cause too late reach home liaox... At 12am + .... then kena scoldin.. (of course one lahx.. XD) so didnt make it online again jus in case mom scold again...

hmMm.. to talk bout yesterdae's job interview, firstly we went to Pioneer Mall Mac, Gek Poh Mac and KFC, JW St 90+ KFC, Blk 500+ KFC, Tahman Jurong KFC and Mac, Boon Lay Place Mac... In the end guess how mani forms me, TL, Jack managed to fill up? 2!!! haix... wasted $3+ on bus fare.. hahax.... wont sae where the 2 places r first... waiting for their calls nowdaes... so scared both wont get in... how? if both wont get in i die liaox.. hahax... cox still owe my da ger money..

hmMm... nvm lahx... that one let fate decide liaox lorhx... allow me go in means allow liaox lorhx... =P ... hahax... Todae went to Bugis shoppin wit Pei, Jes, Fan, Ra, TL... but dunno y atmosphere veri strange... veri quiet... mayb all helpin Bala 'mo ai' .. hahax... jus jokin..

But after awhile we ended splittin up groups to shop shop... then we headed for 'The Heeren' and took neoprints..(wahahahax..) wit Jes n Ra... then TL, Fan, Pei, went towards FarEast Plaza shop shop (i believe lahx..) Wasnt a realli gd nor bad dae lahx.. But thx alot for askin us out aniwae... but hope that obstacle between us can be cleared.. or else alwaes lyk this guai guai de.. kaex? jia you!!! You Qing Wan Shui!!! hahax.. (me lyk idiot) ..

nvm lahx... me veri tired liaox... collapsin alreadi... so stoppin here liaox lorhx... kk? will blog again tonite... (if my bro nvr use com.. =D) Oyasumi Nasai!~~~

Friendship is priceless which cannot be bought by any methods and that is an forever treasure in people's hearts.. ( " , )

xX phEw... Xx

2005-10-31T11:30:00.000+08:00

Phew... Bro finalli not at home can blog liaox... One go for camp another went to sch.. yay... my paradise liaox... XP... find myself so evil... but then the whole house veri quiet and dull lehx...

hmMm... ytd went to Gek Poh Mac wit Ra for interview see got any more vacancies for part-time workers... too bad failed... cox full house lerhx... haix... Todae goin to try 3 places (don wan sae first.. XD) hope got vacancies lahx... haix... nvm.. wont give up one.. Jia You!!! hahax... but if get into part time liaox cannot blog even more often... sad siax...

Nvm... lata in the afternoon go try luck again... muZ wish me gd luck hohx... aniwae i goin together wit TL, Jack... hope all of us can get in if there are vacancies... hmmm... muz bless us also... holidae so packed siax... everiwhere full house.. hmm... lata at nite come blog again tell u results... =P... buaix buaix...

No matter how big an obstacle ish, as you are willin to face it, you can overcome it.. ( " , )

xX recHarGed!! Xx

2005-10-25T15:46:00.000+08:00

hahax.. finalli bck to blog again.. hohox... almost more than a month plus nvr blog liaox... due to one reason or another... alot to sae lehx.. but nvm.. let the past stay in my heart.. =P..

TodaE in sch durin Hist lessons we watched 'Talkin Cock' show... abit lame but funnie.. XP... After that durin Sci & Eng lessons we watched 'A List of Unfortunate Events' movie... got one young little girl call Sunny veri cuutteee... ( " , )... Then we also knw our rankin in class n level position... got a 26 in lvl.. dunno count it gd or bad lehx... hope to stay in 3e1 cox don lyk to take D&T n F&N.. all results alwaes no gd... but nvm... alwaes look on the bright side mahx.. so i would 'zou yi bu kan yi bu'.. =D...

hmMm... tmr ish sch Promotion Dae, shuld hav no sch, but cox got dance rehersal for the Graduatin Ceremony on this Fri for our sch's sec 4 pupils... hmmm... but nvm.. worth it.. veri fun to go enjoy... can dance around lyk mad... =)... enjoyin potato chips now.. yum yum.. ( ", ) .. go watch anime liaox... if able to use com tonite will be bloggin again.. XP

Alwaes look on the bright side of life, never make urself drop into darkness recklessly.. ( " , )

xX siaNx.. Xx

2005-10-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

Hahax... million of years nvr come blog liaox... almost everitime online wan to blog one, but after sign in also dunno what to write, dunno how to write... haix... ever since dunno when started lyk doin things lyk sianx sianx lyk that, no mood at all... haix... wonder whats wrong wit me...

Todae come blog blog cox i jus completed my game dunno what to do... then now typin also quite sianx sianx... dunno how to explain everithin... jus alot happened for these few missin weeks which i dunno what to sae... Shuld sae ever since sch reopen bahx... maybe lyk what Fannie sae, exams comin ... haix... dunno what to type liaox... stoppin here... maybe not bloggin till exams r over which is directly on my birthdae.. =P.. haix... all the best for ur exams everi1... Jia You!! XP

Any obstacles can be overcome, as long as you have the courage to face it and solve it... ( " , )

xX tiRin daE.. Xx

2005-09-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

hahax... previous few daes nvr blog cox its either my bro usin com or i watch anime till late nite then no time blog.. cox mom nagging... todae got the com earlier so come blog first... XP.... Todae veri tirin dae lahx... Haix... a bit of stress too...

Normal sch dae... except for veri sianx durin Sci lesson... keep on goin through the practice paper we did... makin me fall asleep... after recess still got Eng... got a long story behind it... hahax... haix... im soz hohx Hui Lun... dui bu qi... then after that got Maths.. lyk that Chpt 11, motion geometry.. super fun siax... hahax...

then after sch went to eat lunch wit Nina n we went to library afterwards... Meet Maryam there then play play.. but soz lehx Maryam... bu hao yi si... soz we don mean it to make u angry... soz hohx... =( ... make so mani ppl sad todae.. haix... (useless me... =( ) After that 3+ went for dance practice... couldnt go n support interclass... but they managed to get into finals... hahax.. although lost but everi1 worked veri hard... Congrats!! (im happie too...)

But had fun at dance... Learned new steps again... hahax.... After dance at bout 6+, went to watch our class netball interclass then chat "xin shi" wit Han Theng, Matt, Jm... hahax... realli xin ku ni le han theng... but don giv up!! supportin u alwaes!!! XP... (ur loyal fan supporter.. =P) left sch at bout 7+ lyk that... walk home wit Billy, Carisse, Matt... hahax... laugh lyk siaox... XP... Quite a nice time...

Time is precious... Once gone, alwaes gone... Time cant be reversed as you wish... =(

xX wooHoo!! Xx

2005-09-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

hahax... todae went to Wild Wild Wet to enjoy ourselves wit Jes, Pei, Fan, Ben, Jh... hmmm... we were supposed to meet outside leisure at 8am... then meetin Pei n Jes at 7.40am at playground... but then i overslept till 7.40+ when Jes they all called... Scared me lyk crazy...was rushin lyk siaox cha bo...

Then after im done went to meet wit them then headed for Leisure.. Fan n Jh was also alreadi there waiting lyk siaox... then saw Tl n her red cross frenx... Too bad nvr go, or else the atmosphere even HIGHEER.. hahax...
lata on took mrt to pasir ris... wahx.. the trip to their was veri tirin cox last nite slept at 3+am.. hahax... then when reach there at first go to somewhere near wave pool n wait till the pool to be open at bout 10 am.. silly we sat until near 10.30 also dunno.. XP..

After changin we went to the first stop, Lazy Pool.. hahax.. veri shiok.. water veri cold.. Then lata on play Ular-lah all those stations.. had lots of fun.. after that bout 12, Jes went to claim our lunch from the family carnival dae thing cox her dad got the tickets n let us go.. (thx alot hohx Jes..) Ate bento... quite nice lahx..

After that duno how Pei lyk got her ankle sprained.. sort of.. dunno how to explain.. not doctor mahx.. (muz tke care worhx...) left there at bout 5+pm.. Took 354 bck to Pasir Ris interchange then took mrt bck again.. veri one veri tired... everione tire out liaox... then veri sianx.. finalli reach JP at bout 5+ near 6pm.. went to eat long john then after that go to Pop wit Pei n buy the photo album i was savin my money wit.. (finalli.. hahax.. =P)

But now down wit a terrible flu liaox... hahax.. then kena sunburn lyk barbercued chicken lyk that.. red red then abit black black.. haix.. when my mom got hme, of course kena scolded liaox lorhx... dunno lahx... nvm lahx.. although now typin words also dizzy dizzy then keep on feelin lyk sneezin, but quite worth it..

Gtg sleep liaox... n also b4 that go place some photos into the album.. XP

The world does not revolve around you.. No matter what happens, life has to go on as usual... Be strong-minded.. ( " , )

xX an enD Xx

2005-09-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

Todae stuck at hme.. nothin to do.. when bro went for remedial at bout 11+, fixing my blog n watchin anime Mr Peh wan me to pass to Fannie.. name of the anime is 'Rumbling Hearts'.. omg... was so touchin that i keep on cryin n cryin...veri hard to describe in words... jus a marvellous touchin show...

Hmmm... lata on watched finished at bout 6+, then watched 'Detective Academy Q'.. also a nice anime, but not as excitin as Detective Conan lehx.. hahax... now still watchin half wae... at episode 6 liaox... goin to continue watch... Tmr morning goin to wild wild wet to hav fun... will update bout it... hahax... hope to hav fun..

Hmmm... one more thing.... i made a clear "space" between us tonite... was hurtful... but i don think i will regret it.. he can definetly find one better gal than me.. for now it might be veri hurtful.. im soz... but as time goes by... it would heal n u would find some1 better... im realli soz bout this... don wish to sae animore lerhx.. or else goin to cry again... nitex...

Happiiness had being jus ruined in my own hands, but i hope i nvr regret it... =( ....

xX noRmaL Xx

2005-09-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

hmMm.. a usuaL dae.. except for that was grounded by my mom... haix... cox i keep on runnin in n out of my hse everdae n spendin money.. (kena scolded..) and so, i asked Vera n Yuan ting over to my hse to do homework... they reached at bout 2+, got to my hse and started wit our homework... After a while, yuan ting completed her hw, we ended up playin com.. (haven touch my hw yet.. =X)..

They left bout 5.45, then Cindy came along to save her datas into her thumbdrive.. [ how i hope to hav money to buy one.. but an external hard drive would be better.. ( " , ) ] After 5 mins she left due to time constraint to get bck hme.. After that went to Vera hse to do hw n help her wit her new blog.. XP.. ( but not to my mom's knwin.. she went out )... stayed till bout 11, left her hse n got hme.. didnt knw my mom reached hme liaox..(kena scoldin lorhx..) Haix... got to help out wit housework again.. sianx... buaix...

Happiiness does not jus come to u itself, u hav to fight for it wit ur will-power.. ( " , )

xX enJoyabLe.. Xx

2005-09-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

First post of the dae for this new blog.. XP... todae went to SAFRA Mount Faber for leadership trainin from 7.45-6... hahax... had lots of fun.. went HIGH! up to the ceilin... woHoo!! XP.. got to knw lots of ppl from Dunman Sec Sch councillors, ACS, and ??? (forgot what sch liaox.. =P )... fun lyk siaox.. Playin blindfold games but nd to recognise ur own grp but also cant make noise.. (interestin..) XP... then still got alot other ( dancin in groups n "dancin" exercise after lunch ) tired lyk crazy after all these... then on the wae bck on cab.. [mrs sudave call for one.. not we pay of course.. =) ]

Finally reach sch bout 5.40+... then walk bck hme... so sianx on the wae.. went to minimart "da bao" dinner come bck use com n do this new blog liaox... munchin food now.. XP.. oh ya.. todae at the trainin place bein fed wit 3 meals within 8 hrs.. wan become pig liaox... haix... aniwae, learned alot todae, had fun lyk mental hospital run out one, more confidence in doin things liaox.. thx alot to this programme n Yoke Meng, who gav me this chance to go.. XP...

Believe in urself n things would be smoother n easier to go.. hahax.. buaix... XP, ( " , )